Lost

Lost time will never found. Lost myself too. Today...i really dunno how to describe my feeling as well,like raindrops -Tik tak tik tak tik tak... and my heart tell me she is crying. And i, pretend that i am strong.I am strong I am strong I am strong. But am I?IDK.. after marching practice i feel like i wanna cry out loud,I am so stress...am i stupid? Marching also dunno,i think my body got something wrong,i cant control my body well,turn left,turn right,turn around,which leg step first-right or left...bla bla bla bla bla.I am so faint! Went back home,i need someone to hear my heart's sound,but no one.I face the wall until my parent come back at night. No one listen at me,I told the WALL. I dun wanna be like this,i want to make a change. I don't want people see my weakness although I know and i realize. WHY ? Tomorrow got practice,i wonder i will scolded by those seniors and those well in marching.I wonder for day and night. Anyone can teach me? Hello?Hi?Huh? my sounds bounce back from the white wall. It's heard no more.